today is officially my last day of being 15. my 15th year was an interesting year. had fun,fights,tears n mainly laughter, but most of all,i grew up. like really. found out how to let go,be a better person,survive heartaches. i realised ppl can be nasty,but best frens are always dere for u. i may suck at many things,but im still loved :) i may haf way too many pimples,n too much adipose tissues under my skin but im still beautiful.(its self-esteem!not ego!) though most of the time its only in God's eyes.haha.. i appreciate the little things in life like blue skies n the moon. except they arent exactly little. i've realised no one's perfect,no matter wat dey say. some ppl r just plain idiots,but lets not go there. i completed halo,the xbox game.huge accomplishment. i embarrassed myself many times during the yr.but den again wats new? im still a nerd.or at least dats wat ppl say. God has blessed me so much.n for that im utterly thankful.
i wana get these things done in my 16th yr.
get 6pts for olevels or 8 or 7 or 9 or 10.get 2 more piercings on my ears.lose 5-7kg.be pimple-free.be a better christian n person.stop being so possesive.pass chem.no wait i wana master it.find that perfect someone.study properly.clean my room in blk 549.like really really clean it.not just throw everything on the shelves.once i get to savannah,i want to do up my room.make it absolutely beautiful n perfect!stop falling for guys who dont noe i exist or r not heterosexual or already haf girlfriends.live life the way i want,not how others want.n most of all haf fun!!
there r some others but they're private. too bad.so dey go in my diary.
oh i went to mango just now with jane n saw this cute guy w/ his fren who's a girl ,but i dun tink his gf.he wasnt exactly gd looking.but he was dancing to the songs on the radio.haha..so funny.but so absolutely cute!!!i tink he's fr changkat changi.haha..so funny n cute!haf u ever seen a guy dance?in public!?in mango!!?haha..ok gtg now.bathe n read some bks n study malay! can u believe it?my malay o level oral is tmr!on my bday! im gonna be 16!!!
5:40:00 pm
Friday, June 24, 2005
im gonna be 16 in exactly one wks time. n i haf the most irritating sisters in the world.
8:58:00 pm
Monday, June 13, 2005
im supposed to be studying now.but adobe photoshop has got me hooked cos i downloaded the trial program n am trying to make templates.so i made this one n another one so far.im proud of them.even though they're not reali nice..haha..i shd realli stop n go study cos theres like so many things to study for.aiya.holidays my foot.more like study leave.my bday's coming up!n so is jane's!i wonder wat i shd get her...oh i tot of wat to do for my bday already!yay!but it doesnt involve a celebration or anything.i dun tink im gona have a party.its too much nonsense cos i'll end up inviting the whole world n there'll be no space n not enuf food.haha..ok im gona fix up some stuff on my backgrd n den im gona go study.oh bu tfirst i realised my family's reali blessed cos God's on our side!haha..ok den.bye!
4:41:00 pm
riane*
*riane brittany francisco *born on the 1st of july 1989 *eurasian *i believe in Christ *ex-tkgian *4e7'05 *ex-SAJCian of 06S18 *MJC now! 06S302
*loves
~God! ~mr.princess ~dots ~salt ~mr.snowy who has gone home to be with the Lord ~glitter ~pedicures,manicures! ~beautiful beaches ~animals ~friends ~daydreams ~fun
Soul Music*
at the moment the song i'm in love with:
Gwen Stefani- the Sweet Escape
Jimmy Eat World- The Middle
ya i noe this one's old,but its the one keeping me going at the moment =)
you're currently listening to
and i'm lusting after
*that pretty white camera
*a new phone that sony ericsson cyber-shot one
*a room makeover
*a whole new glam wardrobe.
